these are my 3 favorite people, who really get it. 

contd: and people always spew the bullshit: “oh, how did you do it? wow you’re so smart! etc”. Wow, fuck yourself. I wish I was smart so I didn’t have to work so fucking hard at everything. 

people still don’t get how obsessed you have to be about becoming what you want to get there. work, fitness or whatever. i still ditch friends and family because i know myself too well that if i let go of the reigns, i wont have control over my future.